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Act II: Suspended Between Reasons
Down the rabbit hole of self-doubt I tumble, a well-worn path my feet recognize first. Air pressing low, a blanket soaked in silence, smelling faintly…
Jan 26
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Ryan Puusaari
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Act I: A Gallery of Enough
I’ve curated a gallery of could-have-beens and what-ifs, a mural of muted memories that stared blankly back from polite intervals, deemed too small, too…
Jan 21
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Ryan Puusaari
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Both Feet Or Be Gone
Your body remembers what the mind debates. Those marks don’t ask you to live from injury. They guide you toward cleaner choices about what shapes you…
Jan 14
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Ryan Puusaari
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December 2025
Merry Christmas
December doesn’t ask how you’re doing, it just opens the door and lets everything in.
Dec 24, 2025
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Ryan Puusaari
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I Learned Peace From Chaos
There is a part of you that remembers who you were before you learned to manage every room. That part sits underneath the practiced calm, watching…
Dec 17, 2025
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Ryan Puusaari
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I Don’t Trust Kindness
Your nervous system speaks long before your mouth does. When no one helped you put the weight down, your body kept the receipt. Calm moments are how you…
Dec 15, 2025
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Ryan Puusaari
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What Leadership Demands
Uncertainty exposes your internal weather. Clarity grows when you refuse to abandon yourself in that storm.
Dec 9, 2025
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Ryan Puusaari
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I Hear The Goodbye Before You
Vulnerability feels risky when your past linked openness with harm. Guarding yourself kept you alive and easing that guard will draw on the same courage…
Dec 3, 2025
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Ryan Puusaari
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Applause For The Quiet Kid
Most of us were trained to mute emotion to stay safe. The work now is to let those same feelings help you see what you’ve been moving through on…
Dec 1, 2025
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Ryan Puusaari
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November 2025
The Day I Fired My Doubt
Peace arrives when you stop turning your worth into sacrifice. When the mask drops, your body knows it's home again, even if others miss the shift.
Nov 26, 2025
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Ryan Puusaari
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Your Silence Isn’t Consent
When people treat your calm as consent, they edit your story without permission. Naming your discomfort restores authorship. Your body holds the draft…
Nov 24, 2025
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Ryan Puusaari
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Despair Loves A Closed Room
Despair rewrites thought so every path ends the same. Name one new truth, and the mind begins to move again. That small shift is how freedom starts.
Nov 17, 2025
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Ryan Puusaari
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